Erica in tears as she is unsure of her stance with Kiddwaya in the BBNaija 2020 Lockdown house
Breakfast for Erica today was not a merry time as usual. She got all dressed up and went to have breakfast but soon she was in tears and this was all because of her fellow BBNaija 2020 housemate, Kiddwaya.
She was talking with Kiddwaya who is her love interest in the house. Erica was crying on the dining table and Kidd was just by her side, consoling her. Erica was in tears, worried about her stance with Kiddwaya when she said to him ‘I feel embarrassed, I feel stupid, I feel disappointed’. Not sure why she felt this way, Kiddwaya asked her to share more about the cause of her tears but before she could share, Brighto came to join them bringing the conversation to a temporary halt.
The two eventually switched locations after it became obvious that Brighto was going to be at the table for a while.
Moving behind the couch, Erica told Kidd that he didn’t make her feel special and had a way of lumping her with the other housemates. She said that sometimes she would replay scenarios and ask herself if Kiddwaya had any sort of respect or feelings for her.
She then turned to him and asked ‘Do you respect me? Am I special to you?’
Kiddwaya said that he respected her and if he didn’t they wouldn’t have what they have. Answering the second question was kind of bumpy for Kiddwaya because he asked, ‘what do you mean by special?’. Eventually, he responded in the affirmative.
He continued by saying that the highest point of his feelings for her was when she showed him immense support as Head of House, sighting the situation where he insulted the entire house and she still stood with him knowing full well that it would cause some housemates to hate her. To Kiddwaya, that was a courageous show of loyalty towards him.
It is a pity that the feeling was not mutual because Erica did not feel any iota of loyalty from Kiddwaya especially when she was Head of House. She said that it annoyed her so much when he stood on the fence during her clash with Brighto even though she knew that he was close to Brighto, she felt alone.
That was not all though, she said that the situation that caused the huge fight between her and Wathoni was another instance of his disrespect and disloyalty to her.
She finally said she would no longer tolerate being the butt of his jokes sometimes and warned him against touching her boobs too.
We don’t know what the future holds for Erica and Kiddwaya but Erica wants to feel loved and respected as long as it holds.