During his diary session, Cross narrated how a particular incident almost made him do something dangerous to himself that he would have regretted or not return from if the action had been carried out.
Cross told Big Brother about a particular heartbreak about a year or two ago that left him in tears for days, that he required regular consolation to regain himself.
The part his mother played while she was in Canada contributed immensely to his recovery and not making any drastic decisions like having any suicidal thoughts.
Cross mentioned how her daily calls saved his life, how she encouraged him and assured him that he would find love again.
He also gave credit to a friend of his who stayed with him in a hotel for days with hopes that he would recover from the heartbreak.
When Biggie tried to find out who the lady was that broke his heart, Cross refused to mention the name as there was also no suspicion that it was Angel, judging from the time they ended their friendship.